This is definately a Meh kind of week. Ugh! It is almost over, which is nice, but not soon enough. So, you all will be proud of me, I made some decisions. See, I've been teetering lately on what to do about this baby making thing and there is just some general life stuff that has come up, and I finally made a decision. (Well, the appearance of AF sort of MADE me). But yeah, we/I have decided to take a break, for a little while. I'm not sure why I was in such a damn hurry to start all this, but I can honestly say it's a relief to take it off my shoulders for awhile.
We have some things to get accomplished this summer. I, for one, would like to lose more weight, and you can't really diet whilst trying to get pg. We also have an huge ton of home improvement projects we want to get done. Some of which COULD happen if we get the money for it. But some we'll just have to come up with the money ourselves. The porch needs replacing, the wood is bad, and we need to get fencing up so the dog has somewhere to run without making us crazed. And we really want to get the stairs moved so we can start finishing the basement. (that's the part where the money comes in).
And while the home improvements could be done while I was gestating, I just really think we need to get some stuff done. We found out that there really isn't a whole lot wrong with us reproductively speaking. And the more weight I lose the more I reduce the problems since they are all on my side (the PCOS with a side of Insulin resistance and a thyroid problem).
So it's time to step up. Get going on the weight loss. To that end I am back to belly dancing, which is great exercise, but I can tell I need to add more and/or go to class more often. PLUS I haven't even started on the food side (gah!). So that's where I am. Currently NOT trying to get pg and pretty comfortable about it.